Josh @DrJosh9000@cloudisland.nz

Rainbow tartan is fun and cute

And first time I painted my own nails. Not too bad a job, I think.

Ngl this one small thing is helping me feel happy

Bought my own nail polish for the first time

Josh 22.6 patch notes:
- Non-binary aspect entering GA
- Bisexuality aspect considered stable, but still has low test coverage
- more bugs and slower performance
Happy Pride! 🌈

Pride month? Could be a nice time to come out I guess

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh?

Simultaneously feeling some hope and inspiration for the future, and what I could still become if I wanted to… and a steaming pile of self doubt and anxiety about how impossible it would be and how much of an impostor I am…

I think I've had my fill of "looking at the Dangerfield sale" for today

I thought I’d have more of it figured out by now

Feels like my brain is exploding, even if this is not even nearly a new idea to me, but ... josh can have a little androgynous or even femme fashion, as a treat?

Why am I so afraid?

What’s it like?

I don’t like being in a “don’t call us, we’ll call you” situation with the mental health clinic I was referred to, but at least that means I have more time for ruminating on the things that made me go see my gp in the first place

oh no

...And so I'm back on Exercism. So far both Rust syntax and standard library seem pretty wild to me.

Another bifurcated Wordle word day…but I can guess why they removed the word I got

I should learn Rust

😪😪😪 Huey really sent it down last night. 84.4mm since 9am yesterday, and counting ⛈️⛈️⛈️

Writing code is just fucking around, deploying it to prod is finding out